CONCERTS

October 5th, 2010- The Avett Brothers at Starmount Shopping Center in Charlotte

   OR

October 8th, 2010- The Avett Brothers at TWC Music Pavilion at Walnut Creek in Raleigh

October 12th, 2010- Belle and Sebastian at DAR Constitution Hall in DC

October 17th, 2010- Vampire Weekend at Raleigh Amphitheater in Raleigh (obv)

October 28th, 2010- Sequoyah Prep School at The Money in Rock Hill, SC

November 16th, 2010- The Weepies at The Lincoln Theater in Raleigh 

waiting...

holding on to something because its all you want. you never want to give up, you never want to back down. you want to wait, wait for it to get better. then it gets to the point no matter how bad you want it, you don't know if you can wait around. you feel as if other thing that has happened holds you back, and its nearly impossible to move forward. right now all you want it for it to be okay, but it seems like its never going to be. like its never going to be. you get tired of trying, it takes every bit of energy. just when you feel like you have to move on something happens making you never want to leave. you feel like everything is going to be okay, so you wait again. Wait for ir to all be okay, because its all you want. <3

and sometimes you have to remember...

it all comes down to who you are and whose you are. 

nervous.

i guess i get worried when he doesn't respond not because i think he doesn't want to talk but i become worried that i did something wrong. i just want to be good enough. good enough for you to love and want. i try, i try because you mean the world to me. without you i'd be lonely. i don't want to not have you. sometimes i push you away, just so you'll pull me closer. i just want you to know i care, but sometimes i forget to show it.

nahz. iz dont want to

summer is almost over and school is almost starting. i don’t like this, not one bit. on the bright-side last year of high school. which will be goodbye to a familiar place and hello to a new home.

loveee him(:

how presh<333

colleges.

embarking on the adventure of college applications is the most annoying thing ever. like sure college it sounds fun and all, but its def not working filling out all this information over and over and over again... oh and over again. then you have the schools you want to apply to, the ones your parents want you to apply to, and then the ones your school tells you to apply to. dumb right? and its not like any of the ones you are applying to use the common app. so maybe you fill out like 3 applications or maybe 4 or maybe like 27 but still it is soooo boring. so once you finally fill them out and send them in you wait. you wait for possible rejection. oh this sounds like a blast... nottttt.